Carol Ann Duffy invites leading poets to recall a year in verse
1953 Dannie Abse
Winged Back
Strange the potency of a cheap dance tune.
– Noel Coward
One such winged me back to a different post-code,
to an England that like a translation
almost was, to my muscular days
that were marvellous being ordinary.
365 days, marvellous;
to an England where sweet-rationing ended,
where nature tamely resumed its capture
behind park railings. Few thorns. Fewer thistles;
to Vivat Regina and the linseed willow-sound
of Compton and Edrich winning the Ashes.
Elsewhere, Troy always burning. Newspaper stuff.
The recurring decimal of calamity.
Famine. Murder. Pollinating fires.
When they stubbed one out another one flared.
Statesmen lit their cigars from the embers.
They still do. With every enrichment
an injury. They bicker and banquet,
confer and dally, pull on cigars that glow
with blood-light. And the year 1953,
like the arson of Troy, is elsewhere. Ashes.
1955 Gillian Clarke
Running Away to the Sea
It might have been heatstroke, the unfocused flame of desire
for a name in a book, a face on the screen, the anonymous
object of love. Two schoolgirls running like wildfire,
bunking off through dunes to the sea, breathless.
We were lost and free, East of Eden.
It was James Dean, Elvis, Bill Haley and the Comets.
It was Heartbreak Hotel on the gramophone.
It was Heathcliff by torchlight in bed after lights-out.
The dunes were molten glass. We slowed to a dawdle,
rippling sand with our toes, grains of gold
through our fingers, on our skin, in our hair,
without words to say why, or who, or where.
This I remember. The hour was still, bees
browsing sea-lavender, and beyond the dunes
the channel as blue as the Gulf of Araby,
a name from the drowse of a day-dreaming lesson,
sun on the board, the chalk, Sister's hand, a far-away
voice, as if heard through water, murmuring rosaries:
Egypt, the Red Sea, the Bitter Lakes, Suez.
A psalm of biblical names called Geography.
That was the last day the world stood still. In a year
there'd be tanks in Budapest, over Sinai bombers on the move,
and I'd be in the streets on the march against war,
as Empires loosened their grip. It was almost like love.
1956 Douglas Dunn
Class Photograph
We were Elizabethan girls and boys,
Too young for politics, too old for toys.
Then Hungary and Suez changed all that,
Or so it feels in tired old retrospect.
Nostalgia corrodes the intellect.
It makes you want to eat your coat and hat.
One foot in childhood, one in adolescence,
Rock Around the Clock made far more sense
Even than The Battle of the River Plate –
Stiff upper lips and Royal Navy dash,
Its Technicolored brio and panache
Heroic, gore-less, brilliant, out of date.
Like Ovaltineys in their Start-rite shoes –
It catches up on you, it really does,
This looking back, this old class photograph.
Be-blazered in our uniforms and ties
(Who he? Who she?) – pensioners in disguise
As who they were, a pictured epitaph.
Pillar-boxes still red (though not much else is)
And the scarcely visible orthodoxies
All still in place, plus global urgency,
Destructive wars abroad . . . And yet, God bless
Democracy, dissent, and the NHS
Which underpins our civic decency.
1958 Michael Longley
1958
I lodged above a poetry collection, all
The Irish poets accumulating on Victor
Leeson's shelves in Dublin's Wellington Road,
Reflections in his shiny baby grand.
Bach preludes, Pears toilet soap, bacon smells,
My melancholy first Michaelmas Term,
Cycling to rediscover Nausicaa
In Stanford's class, Odysseus hiding his sex.
Over breakfast Victor said nothing at all
And I had little to say. "Two eggs please."
No poetry yet, none of that craziness,
Calypso, Penelope, where were the girls?
Greek Verse Composition and Latin Prose,
Conundrums, three-dimensional crossword
Puzzles, I banged my head. "The beautiful
Things are difficult," Stanford quoted.
The Latin love-elegy came true for me
Eventually, when I held her hand
During Les Enfants du Paradis
In the Astor cinema along the quays.
Fifty years later, in the catalogue
Of Victor Leeson's poetry books, I find
Like a digamma my name, and we talk
In silence over the breakfast table.
1961 Geoffrey Hill
Between the Cherubim
Tygers brush their compunction, sad drummer.
Our beat so to be beaten. Coventry's
unlaunched Odeon hangs in its gantries.
Remind me, now, who died that November.
Off-rhyme a law to itself. Nonsense. It
serves a turn. There must be comedians.
There does not have to be an audience.
I had not forgotten that death. Hence wit.
There is no true feeling without structure.
This may have been disputed. I recall
nothing from that tagged year I would wish ill.
Viewed through communal smoke a bad picture.
If we had birth it roared at discretion
of my wise child: a challenge to his time
so well served by the dealers of mis-fame.
This hiss of truth within thick air's secretion
I owe him for his love. And fabulous
Music probably there was; and justice
in fair measure; as ever malpractice,
trashy stuff cemented into fables.
1962 Brian Patten
Sixteen
Sixteen, Rimbaud and Whitman my heroes
"PS I Love You" playing in the loud cafés
In a Canning Street basement Adrian Henri
Painting The Entry of Christ into Liverpool
Adrift in an attic, in an ark buoyant with longings,
A map drawn by Garcia Lorca open before me
There was nothing that was not possible
Nothing that could not be reinvented
Ah poetry, at sixteen
Words smelled of tulips and marigolds
Their fumes made sentences
That the bees stole for themselves
1963 Ruth Fainlight
World Events
Nineteen sixty three: Kennedy is
assassinated, The Beatles release their first
album, and Valentina Tereshkova
floats weightless against a faint radiation
from the final remnants of the Big Bang –
the first woman in space.
I had to Google "world events" for that year,
but there was no problem remembering
what I'd been doing.
We travelled back from Morocco, because
Alan was invited to Russia, and now that Ted
had left her, Sylvia and I planned to spend
that month together in North Tawton
with our three babies (and my nanny
to make it possible), talking, walking,
and writing poetry.
I was the new mother: my son a few months
the younger; but she already had a daughter,
plus a published first collection – which made
me feel competitive, and I didn't like that! –
although she envied my glamorous life,
she confessed. But we acknowledged so much
in common, with delight.
That poetic meeting never happened, yet
I dream about it. What more to say? Everyone
knows the story's ending.
Credit cards, Valium, cassette tapes,
remote controls for TV: developments
of nineteen sixty three. And more events.
Now each protagonist of this sad tale,
bar me, is dead – yet all of us are blessed:
we live through poetry.
1966 Liz Lochhead
Photograph, Art Student, Female, Working Class
Her hair is cut into that perfect slant
– An innovation circa '64 by Vidal Sassoon.
She's wearing C&A's best effort at Quant
Ending just below the knicker-line, daisy-strewn.
Keeping herself in tights could blow her grant
Entirely, so each precious pair is soon
Spattered with nail-varnish dots that stop each run.
She's a girl, eighteen – just wants to have fun.
She's not "a chick". Not yet. Besides, by then
She'll find the term "offensive". "Dollybird", to quote
Her favourite mags, is what she aspires to when
Her head's still full of Honey and Petticoat.
It's almost the last year that, quite this blithely, men
Up ladders or on building sites wolf-whistle to note
The approval they're sure she will appreciate.
Why not? She did it for their benefit, looks great.
Nor does she object. Wouldn't think she has the right.
Though when that lech of a lecturer comments on her tits
To a male classmate, openly, she might
Feel – quick as a run in nylon – that it's
Not what ought to happen, is not polite,
She'll burn, but smile, have no word that fits
The insult, can't subject it to language's prism.
In sixty-six there's plenty sex, but not "sexism".
Soon: The Female Eunuch and enough
Will be enough. Thanks to newfound feminism and Greer,
Women'll have the words for all this stuff,
What already rankles, but confuses her, will seem clear
And she'll (consciously) be no one's "bit of fluff"
Or "skirt" or "crumpet". She'll know the rule is "gay" not "queer",
"Ms" not "Miss" or "Mrs" – she'll happily obey it
And, sure as the Pill in her pocket, that's how she'll say it.
This photo's saying nothing, is black and white, opaque.
A frozen moment, not a memory.
The boyfriend with the Pentax took it for the sake
Of taking it, a shot among many others, randomly,
To see how it would develop. Didn't imagine it'd make
An image so typical it'd capture time so perfectly.
How does she feel? Hey, girl, did it feel strange
To be waiting for the a-changing times to change?
1969 Christopher Reid
The Clearing
Was it Biba, or was it the schmatta bazaar
of Carnaby Street?
Did a narcoleptic sitar muddle the air
like incense,
or was there some more laddish beat?
The Stones? The Doors?
Had somebody pinned the Pirate Jesus face
of Che Guevara to the wall, or Waterhouse's
orgasmically grieving, teenaged Lady of Shalott?
No matter. What I do recall
is a clearing in the jungle, where, on a table,
half a dozen shallow pot-pourri bowls,
brimming with petal-coloured knickers,
encircled the bellied bulk
of an old, contemplative cash register.
Oblation? Prayer?
Or what?
Please don't ask me to explain, or to remember
anything else. I was there.
1972 Wendy Cope
1972
1972 was the year
Of the hippy librarians from Islington.
My flatmate met hers first
And I got off with his friend.
They had beards. They smoked dope.
They were very alternative.
Mine gave me a copy
Of Vedanta for the Western World.
I wore long Indian dresses
And tried to like the smell of joss sticks.
In August we sat in bed
And watched the Olympics, stoned.
Late that year I went into analysis.
Freud didn't get along
With the hippy boyfriend.
We drifted apart.
It was fun, some of the time,
While it lasted. You could say that,
I suppose, about most years,
About most lives.
1975 Andrew Motion
The Convoy of Tears
When I came home unexpectedly in the mid-afternoon
and found an extra knife and fork still wet and glittering
on the draining-board beside your own, I knew at once.
I ran upstairs and called your name in our ruined bedroom
but you had already left. Soon afterwards I saw Margaret
Thatcher taking over the Tory party from Edward Heath,
and one evening – unless I was mistaken – the dead body
of P. G. Wodehouse borne on a tank into the ruins of Saigon.
1977 Imtiaz Dharker
1977 (I am quite sure of this)
Some Glaswegians still speak of the Silver Jubilee
and the Queen's cavalcade sailing off
from George Square on a sea of Union Jacks.
Others recall that around the same time
the Sex Pistols' God Save the Queen
was black-listed by the BBC
but what I remember is
that one night I danced in spangled
hotpants, with a boy in polyester
flares (I am quite sure of this),
in time, on track, one hand in the air,
one step forward, one step back.
Time is easily tangled. It falls over its own feet.
That year peeled itself as perfectly
as the rings around Uranus.
Smallpox was eradicated, miles of fibre optics
laid, personal computers offered to the masses.
People said it had never been so good
and what I remember is
the popcorn mix at Regal Cinema,
salt over sweet, the triumph of good
over evil, light-sabres slashing the air
in synchronised time, on track,
one step forward, one step back.
People said it had never been so bad,
Bengal hit by a cyclone, snow in Miami,
New York plunged into darkness.
and out of the sky a fireball fell on Innisfree.
People said it was a sign. And that was the year
Steve Biko died.
Other people died in other years, but that year
Groucho Marx and Charlie Chaplin died.
Jacques Prevert and Robert Lowell died.
In Memphis, Elvis died. Still,
someone called Roy Sullivan was struck
by lightning for the seventh time
and survived
but because of the odd way time unfolds,
what I remember is the last few seconds,
the countdown under a glitterball
(I am quite sure of this),
light flashing in your eyes
and your hair as you moved
in time, on track, one hand in the air,
one step forward, one step back,
and ah, ah, ah, ah,
staying alive. Staying alive.
1978 Alan Jenkins
Between
Some time between Plenty and Betrayal,
Between Kate Nelligan in a black
Waisted plunge-line '50s dress
Looking me straight in the eye
When she took her bow, and the back
Of Penelope Wilton's mini-skirt,
As "Jerry" clutched her arse,
Riding up dangerously high;
Between my last pair of denim
Hipster flares and my first
Pair of corduroy Oxford bags,
Between wanting to be taken for
The standard hippy-Fauntleroy
And the lost Picture Post boy
Who'd spat some lyrical venom
And died in the Spanish Civil War;
Between "Night Fever" and "Some Girls",
Between my monkish book-lined cell
And a bijou flat in Battersea
Paid for by the invisible man,
Between my last-ever Mandrax
And my first line of coke (I'd gone
Straight to drug heaven from drug hell),
Between invasion and peace plan;
Between a love I'd counted on
And the end of that self-flattery,
You were born, whom I met over kirs
Thirty years later. Between first kiss
And last, between offering your tail,
Your mobile number and email address
And administering the coup de grace,
You brought me to my knees. To this.
1981 John Burnside
Tommy McGhee, Corby Works
He had been there since '55,
his lungs thick with smoke
and urea, the wicks of his eyes
damp, like the walls
of the furnace he tended for years,
till they laid him off.
He'd thought he would be glad
to say goodbye;
but that last shift, walking away
with the cold flask and rolled-up newspaper
tucked in his coat,
he turned to the sudden black
where the ovens had been:
wet slag, and frost on the tracks
and the last sacks of by-product
shipped out to beet-farms
and landfill.
With severance pay
and two years to go
till his pension,
he'd money enough
to survive;
but he hated to see himself
idle, a man on his own,
his wife dead, his grandchildren grown
and moved away.
He rarely saw his son;
though, once, in a bar
on the Beanfield, he found him
sitting alone with The Mirror:
Natalie Wood had drowned
in the ocean, near Catalina,
a hint of champagne
on her breath, and the longtime
child star's bewildered smile
a memory now, as she stared up
out of the picture
and both of them, father and son,
remembered how, long ago,
they had almost
loved her, miming that song
about time
through her immigrant smile
that neither could disbelieve
as hard as he tried
– somewhere, a time and a place–
since there had to be something.
1982 Simon Armitage
Task Force
There the great gathered with gallant allies,
massing on the foreshore, fitted out marvellously.
Dukes and statesmen, some strutting on their steeds,
Earls of England, armies of archers,
stout sheriffs shouting sharp instructions
to the troops who rallied before the Round Table,
assigning soldiers to certain lords
on the seafront, in the south, at their sovereign's say so.
The barges being ready they rowed to the beach
to ferry aboard horses and fine battle-helmets,
loading the livestock in their livery and tack,
then the tents, the tough shields, tools to lay siege,
canopies, kit bags, exquisite coffers,
ponies, hackneys, horses-of-armour . . .
thus the stuff of stern knights was safely stored.
And when all stock was stowed they stalled no longer,
timing their untying with the turn of the tide;
ships of all sizes ran up their sails,
all unfurling at the moment of their monarch's command,
and hands at the gunwales hauled up the great anchors,
watermen wise to the ways of the waves.
The crew at the bow began coiling in the cables
of the carriers and cutters and Flemish crafts;
they drew sails to the top, they tended the tiller,
they stood along the starboard singing their shanties.
So the port's proudest ships found plentiful depth
and surged at full sail into changeable seas.
Without anyone being hurt they hauled in the skiffs:
shipmates looked sharp to shutter the portholes
and tested depth by lowering lead from the luff.
They looked to the lodestar as daylight lessened,
reckoned a good route when mist rose around them,
used their knowing with the needle-and-stone through the night,
when for dread of the dark they dropped their speed,
all the seadogs striking the sails at a stroke.
1985 Sean O'Brien
Another Country
Get there if you can
– W H Auden
Scattered comrades, now remember: someone stole the staffroom tin
Where we collected for the miners, for the strike they couldn't win,
Someone stole a tenner, tops, and then went smirkingly away.
Whoever did it, we have wished you thirsty evil to this day:
You stand for everything there was to loathe about the South –
The avarice, the snobbery, the ever-sneering mouth,
The lack of solidarity with any cause but me,
The certainty that what you were was what the world should be.
The North? Another country. No one you knew ever went.
(Betteshanger, Snowdown, Tilmanstone: where were they? In Kent.)
"People" tell us nowadays these views are terribly unfair,
But these forgiving "people" aren't the "people" who were there.
These days your greying children smile and shrug: That's history.
So what's the point of these laments for how things used to be?
Whenever someone sagely says it's time to draw a line,
We may infer that they've extracted all the silver from the mine.
Where all year long the battle raged, there's "landscape" and a plaque,
But though you bury stuff forever, it keeps on coming back:
Here then lie the casualties of one more English Civil War,
That someone, sometime – you, perhaps – will have to answer for.
1987 Jo Shapcott
The Great Storm
We rode it all night. We were not ourselves then.
Through the window everything was horizontal.
In cars and ships and woods, folk died.
Small trees scattered like matchsticks
and a whole shed flew by. The world roared.
A branch broke into the kitchen,
strewed twigs into the banging cupboard,
filled broken crocks with leaves. I heard
a tricycle roll up and down the attic as
the firmament streamed through smashed tiles.
I loved you but I loved the wind more,
wanted to be as horizontal as the tree tops,
to cling to the planet by my last fingernail,
singing into the rush, into the dark.
I didn't know then I would watch
my beloveds peel off the earth
each side of me, flying among tiles, bins,
caravans, car doors and chimney pots,
watch them turn themselves into flotsam
and disappear as wholly as the pier
the next morning, a Friday, mid-
October. Gone, split, vamoosed
like the fifteen million trees.
1990 Philip Gross
Home
for John Gross
One day, in that year, and so quietly
that not the closest of us guessed,
the history of Europe changed.
I don't mean votes and constitutions,
old flags in the attic half a century
now tentative petals again,
but one day, one night out beyond
the houselights, beside one of those fires
you would tend, and attend,
and chivvy patiently to sleep. (So many
leaves, that year, as if they were pouring in
on quite another wind.)
It may be some recording angel, veiled
or given momentary body by a furl
of smoke, might have seen
the moment when, thin blue letter in hand
saying Come, you can come home now,
you knew: the place you'd dreamed
of going back to, with a family,
three horses, a path through the fields,
was nowhere. What could I do
by going, you said later, except see
it was gone? Blue paper crinkling in the fire.
Estonia was safe, here, inside you.
1997 Don Paterson
The Big Listener
Midnight. Connaught Square. A headlight beam
finds Cherie just back from her speaking date.
She looks at you. Less animal of late.
You lose no sleep but wake within a dream.
Your favourite: that old divided dark;
the white square at your neck; your good ear bent
towards the long sighs of your penitent.
You rinse a thousand souls before the lark
and wake refreshed, if somewhat at a loss
as to why they seem so lost for words.
They are your dead, who still rose to the birds
the day we filled the booths and made the cross,
before you'd forced them howling to their knees
to suffer your attentions. Spare us. Please.
2001 Lavinia Greenlaw
Monolith
It was the fact of what happened.
It stood before us like a locked dimension.
We gathered numbers, rehearsed names,
stored a million images.
Still the door would not open.
There was no door.
It stood before us.
Featureless.
Neither beginning nor ending,
it was the new – blank, immoveable.
2006 Tishani Doshi
Love Poem Disguised as an Elegy
When I see you these days
you are always at a party,
standing by a window, alone,
growing younger and younger.
Heaven's great, you say.
You and Saddam are pals,
and from this distance,
everything is forgiven.
Do you remember when …
But never mind.
It's always that last picture:
you propped up in bed,
your legs slightly raised,
the smell of piss,
purple sores,
a rebel body in disrepair.
Hush, you say, I have to go,
but remember, the heart
isn't a muscle, it isn't even a thing
that beats. It's what you love.
It's what you're doing today.
There'll be a time you grow
so young you won't know me,
and this is terrifying
because I still have things to ask
about the body and dying
and where memories go to live.
Just once, I'd like to see you
with the flower girls
back at the gate.
It wouldn't matter then,
if nothing like you
ever happened to me again.
It would have been enough
to have seen you change
into something small and golden,
charging off in to the waves
on your strong, white legs.
What need would there be
to speak of danger,
after you were gone, vanished,
like a dream into the day.
for Chandralekha, who died on 30 December 2006, the same day that Saddam Hussein was executed, also, the auspicious Hindu day of Vaikuntha Ekadashi, when the gates of heaven are supposedly open to all.
2012 Carol Ann Duffy
The Thames, London 2012
History as water, I lie back, remember it all.
You could say I drink to recall; run softly
till you end your song. I reflect. There was a whale
in me; a King's daughter livid in a boat.
A severed head
fell from its spike, splashed.
There was Fire –
birds flailed in me with burning wings –
Ice – a whole ox roasting where I froze, frost fair –
Fog – four months sunless, moonless, spooked by ships –
Flood – I flowed into Westminster Hall
where lawyers rowed in wherries, worried –
Blitz – the sky was war; I filmed it. Cut.
I held the Marchioness.
My salmon fed apprentices
until I choked on sewage; my foul breath
shut Parliament.
There was lament
at every stroke of every oar
which dragged the virgin's barge downstream.
Always bells; their timed sound, somewhen,
in my tamed tides, deep.
Caesar named me.
I taste the drowned.
A Queen sails now into the sun, flotilla
a thousand proud;
my dazzled surface gargling the crown.
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